Value of love

When you touch me
I feel like my body
is always loved
but my soul is
otherwise forgotten.

My face seems to be

so happy

when you hold me

in your arms

but inside I'm crying.

I haven't even fallen in love

with anyone

And the feeling

of being loved

is unknown for me.

The only thing
I've ever experienced
is to be touched
no feelings
just passion
painfully going through me
my mind
my soul
my body.

If I'm beautiful

I think it's a curse

for everyone

and for me -

Is there any value

value of love

which am I worthy?

A.